The Darvish stands as a vibrant testament to the power of self-expression and the pursuit of authenticity in Berlin's rich tapestry of cultures and identities. A queer Syrian who has transcended the conventional binaries of gender, The Darvish's journey from his homeland to the bustling, open-minded streets of Berlin is a narrative of courage, discovery, and artistic flourish. At 20, he left his family behind, seeking not just education in Germany but a space where he could truly be himself—beyond being just a man or a woman. Berlin welcomed him with the promise of freedom and the opportunity to explore his identity further, both personally and through the expressive art of belly dancing.
Belly dancing became The Darvish's medium of choice almost serendipitously, evolving from dancing at clubs and queer parties into a public celebration of his heritage and identity, encouraged by friends who saw his potential. Now, he graces stages as a solo dancer, performer, and ensemble member, with notable appearances such as the Phoenix from a Strange World in the premiere of "New Songs from Earth" at the Neukölln Opera. For The Darvish, Raqs Sharqi is more than dance; it is a home for his artistic expression, where he can "look to be the person you are - and have a lot of fun with it." His performances, costumes, and makeup serve as both entertainment and a visible stand for the LGBTQI+ community's concerns, showcasing the complexity and diversity inherent in every individual.
The Darvish's approach to costume and appearance reflects his journey toward self-discovery and authenticity. Traditional gender-specific costumes felt restrictive, prompting him to explore and create outfits that resonated with his identity and artistic vision. Whether donning a classic Dervish plate skirt, a jumpsuit adorned with beads, or a belly dance costume with chest jewellery, The Darvish pairs his attire with makeup and tattoos, sometimes choosing glitter high heels or silver overknees, but always incorporating long earrings and a fez (Tarboush in Arabic) into his dance outfit. Through his art, he embraces and showcases the beauty and diversity of Middle Eastern and North African cultures, deliberately moving away from colonial terms and towards a celebration of his heritage.
Six years of dance and activism have not only bolstered The Darvish's confidence but have also positioned him as a beacon of hope for those without a voice. His commitment to visibility and advocacy extends beyond personal achievement to the broader concerns of the queer refugee community in Berlin. Performing at significant venues like the Berlin CSD, The Pergamon Museum and Institut Du Monde Arabe, and co-organizing the Queens Against Borders events for Trans/Queer Refugees, The Darvish remains dedicated to supporting and uplifting those who, like him, seek a place where they can unabashedly be themselves. His story is a powerful reminder of the transformative potential of art and the enduring strength of the human spirit in the face of adversity.
SOULWHAT is the fashion documentation about the soul and whatnot. Questioning herself deeply about the complex yet soulful relationship between arts, fashion, and religion through Eda Phanlert Sriprom, the Buddhist trans artist and boundary-pushing fashion designer based in Berlin. Each of her sculptured pieces was reimagined and sustainably made from discarded Buddhist monk textiles individually. This unconventional material has long been stored away at temples in Thailand because they produce more robes than monks need. Eda womanifests an alternated social norm by fashioning this collectible fashion edition that embraces the diverse wealth of identities and artistically expresses the principles of Buddhism desexualization.
In the ever-evolving landscape of queer culture, there exists a performer who defies the traditional confines of gender norms with an audacious blend of artistry and activism. Born in Argentina and currently captivating audiences in Barcelona, Spain, Beltran stands as a beacon of self-expression and inclusivity. Through his work, both online and off, Beltran has become a vocal advocate for the LGBTQ+ community, using his platform to spotlight issues of diversity and acceptance. His activism extends beyond the digital domain, making tangible impacts through various initiatives and serving as a spokesperson for causes close to his heart.
Beltran's performance art is a mesmerizing spectacle, weaving together the dynamism of voguing, the allure of go-go dancing, and the transformative power of drag, all while cloaked in aesthetics that range from bubblegum and kawaii to sport fetish and kinkwear. Central to his persona is the color pink, a bold declaration of his nuanced embrace of femininity, alongside influences from space punk and cowboy aesthetics, and a fondness for teddy bears and Care Bears. This rich tapestry of influences serves not only as an artistic statement but as a profound challenge to the expectations traditionally associated with bodies like his.
At the core of Beltran's mission is a celebration of identity that transcends binary gender norms. His performances are acts of defiance, celebrating his fat, fabulous, and femme identity, particularly in spaces like bear events where he embodies a spirit of barrier-breaking joy. Through his art, Beltran engages in a dialogue with his audience about gender and societal norms, challenging them to rethink and reimagine what is possible. Beltran's story is a vivid reminder of the transformative power of self-expression in the quest for a more inclusive society, where every performance is a rebellion and every act of artistry is a step towards acceptance.
En el escenario de la escena drag española, Sagittaria emerge como una estrella cuyo resplandor va más allá de su espectáculo impactante. En nuestra exclusiva entrevista desde Barcelona, España, Sagittaria comparte sus reflexiones y experiencias desde su vida después de ser finalista en la primera temporada de RuPaul's Drag Race España, hasta su papel como headliner en la newest hit party in town: ICONIQA.
Sagittaria atribuye sus inicios en el drag al escenario internacional de Werq the World, donde divas como Alyssa Edwards y Valentina la cautivaron desde la audiencia. "Verlas en persona me hizo darme cuenta de su humanidad, y pensé, coño, tal vez yo también pueda hacerlo", comparte con una chispa de emoción en sus ojos. El nombre Sagittaria, un juego entre su ascendente en Sagitario, y Aquaria, la ganadora de RuPaul's Drag Race 2018, revela su búsqueda de singularidad basada en múltiples fuentes de inspiración y referencias que maneja y combina a su propio estilo.
Su conexión inspiracional con la moda europea (parisina, italiana, entre otras), compartida con las reinas estadounidenses, resalta su estética bastante única para la región. "No es que sea inspiración en la moda de las drag queens americanas, es que ellas y yo compartimos una fuente de inspiración en común", revela mientras explora la diversidad del drag en España, que tiene otras facciones o tendencias de mayor peso, pero para ella esta es la inspiración estética principal.
A medida que Sagittaria se transforma, su proceso drag se convierte en un viaje terapéutico. "Con cada paso, te sientes mejor, y tu alter ego, lo que no dejas salir en el día a día, emerge progresivamente", describe, destacando la liberación y la expresión personal que encuentra en su arte. “Te pones la base y dices ‘meh’, te pones las cejas y es un ‘OK, es drag’, luego la peluca y te ves y dices ‘WAO, se viene’”. A pesar de la intensidad de la profesión, Sagittaria celebra el drag como una forma de libertad. Si tuviera que definir su drag en una sola palabra, sería espectáculo.
“el drag es sorprender de alguna manera, ya sea visual o cualquiera. Sagittaria es mi hiperfeminización —no soy un chico masculino ni lo quiero ser pero lo que hago con el personaje de Sagittaria es llevarlo al mega extremo”.
Sagittaria aprovecha para destacar la falta de reconocimiento y pago para les artistas drag locales en España. "Le falta más impulso, no pagan suficiente a las locales", lamenta. Su participación en El Gran Hotel de las Reinas, una experiencia transformadora, reveló la demanda subestimada en la comunidad. Llenando un estadio en Madrid con alrededor de 4.000 personas, Sagittaria descubrió la importancia de la visibilidad y la subestimación de los números de la comunidad queer. "No sabíamos cuánta gente iba a moverse", comparte con asombro. Esta experiencia le mostró no solo la magnitud de la demanda, sino también la necesidad de reconocimiento y valoración para les artistas locales, y que “subestimamos nuestros propios números”. En este sentido, destaca el rol de la nueva fiesta ICONIQA en impulsar el talento local, dándoles un escenario compartido con estrellas globales como Gottmik y Violet Chachki.
Detrás del deslumbrante personaje de Sagittaria, se encuentra Iván, una persona que equilibra su vida drag con la realidad cotidiana. Con una carrera en óptica y una vida plena en Barcelona con su novio, padres y amigos, Iván demuestra que el drag es una faceta de su vida, y su pasión, pero no su totalidad. Es de notar que su carrera alterna es necesaria para subvencionar una profesión que exige tanta inversión como el drag, ya sea en vestuario, maquillaje, producción, etc.
Ambiciosa y visionaria, Sagittaria revela sus planes futuros de llegar a audiencias más amplias. "Quiero estar donde estoy pero tener la oportunidad de hacer cosas un poco más grandes", confiesa. Sueña con incursionar en anuncios y publicidad mainstream, expandiendo las fronteras del drag a nuevos horizontes.
Sagittaria cierra nuestra entrevista enviando un mensaje de apoyo a aquelles que pueden sentirse solitaries o confundides en su identidad:
“Me encantaría que, si pueden, tengan el valor y vengan a fiestas queers y se lo pasen bien. Incluso por un día, que lo intenten y entenderán que hay un mundo muy guay donde no tienes que depender de la opinión de la gente. Una vez conoces ese mundo y lo accepting que es, te da un impulso para alejarte de la heteronormatividad y acercarte a tu realidad plena”.
On the stage of the Spanish drag scene, Sagittaria emerges as a star whose radiance transcends her dazzling performance. In our exclusive interview from Barcelona, Spain, Sagittaria shares her reflections and experiences from life after being a finalist in the first season of RuPaul's Drag Race Spain, to her role as the headliner at the newest hit party in town: ICONIQA.
Sagittaria attributes her beginnings in drag to the international stage of Werq the World, where divas like Alyssa Edwards and Valentina captivated her from the audience. "Seeing them in person made me realize their humanity, and I thought, damn, maybe I can do this too," she shares with a spark of excitement in her eyes. The name Sagittaria, a play between her Sagittarius ascendant, and Aquaria, the winner of RuPaul's Drag Race 2018, reveals her quest for uniqueness based on multiple sources of inspiration and references that she handles and combines in her own style.
Her inspirational connection to European fashion (Parisian, Italian, among others), shared with American queens, highlights her rather unique aesthetic for the region. "It's not that it's inspiration from American drag queens; it's that they and I share a common source of inspiration," she reveals as she explores the diversity of drag in Spain, which has other prominent factions or trends, but for her, this is the primary aesthetic inspiration.
As Sagittaria transforms, her drag process becomes a therapeutic journey. "With each step, youfeel better, and your alter ego, what you don't let out in daily life, emerges progressively," she describes, emphasizing the liberation and personal expression she finds in her art. "You put on the foundation and say 'meh,' you put on the eyebrows and it's an 'OK, it's drag,' then the wig, and you see yourself and say 'WOW, here it comes.'" Despite the intensity of the profession, Sagittaria celebrates drag as a form of freedom. If she had to define her drag in one word, it would be spectacle.
"Drag is about surprising or shocking in some way, whether visually or otherwise. Sagittaria is my hyper-feminization — I'm not a masculine guy, and I don't want to be, but what I do with the Sagittaria character is take it to the ‘mega extreme.’"
Sagittaria takes the opportunity to highlight the lack of recognition and payment for local drag artists in Spain. "It lacks a stronger push; they don't pay enough, not even to the locals," she laments. Her participation in El Gran Hotel de las Reinas, a transformative experience, revealed the underestimated demand in the community. Filling a stadium in Madrid with around 4,000 people, Sagittaria discovered the importance of visibility and the underestimation of numbers in the queer community. "We didn't know how many people would move," she shares with astonishment. This experience showed her not only the magnitude of the demand but also the need for recognition and appreciation for local artists, stating that "we underestimate our own numbers." In this sense, she highlights the role of the new ICONIQA party in boosting local talent, giving them a stage shared with global stars like Gottmik and Violet Chachki.
Behind the dazzling character of Sagittaria, there is Iván, a person who balances his drag life with everyday reality. With a career as an optician and a fulfilling life in Barcelona with his boyfriend, parents, and friends, Iván demonstrates that drag is a facet of his life, and his passion, but not his totality. His alternate career is necessary to subsidize a profession that demands as much investment as drag does, whether in costumes, makeup, production, etc. Ambitious and visionary, Sagittaria reveals her future plans to reach broader audiences. "I want to be where I am but with the opportunity to do bigger things," she confesses. She dreams of venturing into mainstream advertisements and publicity, expanding the boundaries of drag to new horizons.
Sagittaria concludes our interview by sending a message of support to those who may feel lonely or confused in their identity:
"I would love for them, if they can, to muster the courage and come to queer arties, have a good time. Even for a day, try it, and you'll understand that there is a cool world where you don't have to worry about people's opinions. Once you know that world and how accepting it is, it gives you a boost to distance yourself from heteronormativity and approach your full reality."
In the dazzling world of drag, Gottmik is a total game-changer, mixing humor, high fashion, and a big heart. Before becoming a household name on "RuPaul's Drag Race," Kade Gottlieb was mastering their magic at the Fashion Institute, not yet realizing they were about to turn the drag world upside down. As the first trans man to strut his stuff on the show, Gottmik didn’t just join the party—they threw their own, challenging gender norms and shining a spotlight on trans rights, all while serving looks that could kill.
But Gottmik is more than just a makeup maestro; they're a storyteller. Every look they rock is a page from their own life, blending rebellion, beauty, and everything in between. This blend of authenticity and advocacy has propelled them from drag stages to becoming a wider cultural icon. They’ve essentially become a walking, talking challenge to gender stereotypes, encouraging everyone to embrace their own story with the same confidence and color they do.
Now, Gottmik is back to slay on "RuPaul's Drag Race All Stars," bringing even more glamour, grit, and groundbreaking performances. Their return to the show has fans buzzing, eager to see how they will outdo their previous looks and performances. Gottmik's participation in "All Stars" is more than just a return to the spotlight; it's a celebration of their journey and a platform to further advocate for transgender visibility and rights within the drag community and beyond.
Post-"Drag Race," Gottmik has been everywhere, lending their voice for trans rights and inclusivity while keeping us entertained on red carpets, music videos, and more. But it’s not just the glitz that makes Gottmik stand out. It’s their unwavering commitment to fighting for what they believe in. Through their journey, Gottmik reminds us that being true to ourselves is not just a statement but an art form. They're not just living their best life; they're an inspiration for anyone looking to break free from the mold and live boldly, beautifully, and unapologetically.
Nat Vikitsreth, LCSW, DT, CEIM aka Crocodile Lightning (she/her) is a decolonized, licensed clinical and somatic psychotherapist, an international burlesque artist, transgender community organizer, and host of the Come Back to Care Podcast.
The future seems bleak.
Our history is actively being erased. Our existence criminalized. Our arts and healing co-opted. (And that’s just Tuesday.)
“Where do we go from here?” may be running through your mind on repeat.
This bleakness is real, and so this is my love letter to our despair and grief. But it’s also an invitation: an invitation for you and me to hope and heal together so we can stay in the struggle for liberation together a while longer.
Because the antidote to cynicism, heartbreak, and apathy may lie in “where we’ve been.”
Generations of LGBTQIA2S+ organizers have shown us that living and living fully is the best revenge against oppression from white supremacist, colonial, capitalist patriarchy.
The threats against our rights and liberation are real, and so I wholeheartedly honor what you’re doing to cope and survive. Yet, you and I both know that staying alive isn’t the same as living, let alone living fully. So, how do we live fully when we rarely feel safe?
In short, by tapping into our inner resources to step in and out of survival mode. We don’t have to be stuck in survival mode 100% of the time. It’s possible to both-and surviving and living so we can bring our whole fabulous selves to advocating for social change within our communities.
Simply put, when we fight for liberation, what we do to get to bed in one piece is as important as what we do to get out of bed the next morning.
And what gets me out of bed every morning are the inner resources I have to draw on. Some of these resources are coping strategies, like when I numb out my rage at all the anti-trans legislation by eating a bowl of ramen or watching five more reels of hamsters eating broccoli. And some of these resources are ancestral, specifically the love and support of my grandmother.
Since my mom and dad always worked day and night, my siblings and I grew up with our grandma in our family home in Bangkok, Thailand. I loved my grandma but I didn’t like her. I didn’t like a lot of people, to be honest…because I didn’t like myself. I was too deep in my head trying to figure out why my gender didn’t match my biological sex as a child. I felt so alone and angry trying to navigate my identity, my existence, and my purpose as a young adult. I was so busy not believing in myself that I believed no one believed in me. I had to hide my femininity until I told my parents in high school that I was transgender.But in the safety of my grandma’s room, I played dress up and did a runway walk for her in the 6th grade. I picked the outfits and she accessorized. Her slinky jersey blouse was the most luxurious thing on my skin. The drug store perfume she carefully spritzed on my wrists was heavenly.
In that room, I felt so free in my body when I closed my eyes and danced. My grandma clapped, heckled lovingly, and cheered me on. I felt so free because I didn’t have to hide my expressions or worry about being masculine or feminine.
I didn’t know at the time that she was witnessing all of who I was. It didn’t matter what I was gender-wise, I remember her loving gaze that told me I was the most beautiful thing in the world in her eyes.
Although remembering my grandmother’s unconditional love for me doesn’t make the anti-trans legislation disappear, drawing upon this inner ancestral resource helps me remember my own dignity which can never be legislated away. With an emotional cup that’s a little fuller and a nervous system that’s a bit more regulated, I can walk into the next school board meeting ready to advocate for and with the trans family I’m working with.
Similarly, drawing upon my inner ancestral resource doesn’t make my rage and heartbreak turn into “love and light.” Remembering my grandmother cheering me on during our private fashion show fills my cup enough for me to alchemize that rage and heartbreak into community organizing, healing, and action.
I can’t help but wonder: what is your inner ancestral resource? Whether from blood or chosen lineages, who gives you strength? An elder in your community? Marsha P. Johnson? Audre Lorde?
Along with inner ancestral resources, communal resources can be another nourishing balm for even the most tender wounds: grief and loss. As bell hooks wrote "rarely, if ever, are any of us healed in isolation. Healing is an act of communion." With my community, messy grief becomes manageable. I felt this so clearly last year as I was mourning the loss of my friend.
I felt a dull pain in my chest from grieving the loss of my beloved trans sister and fellow activist. She, along with too many of our transgender and gender nonconforming (TGNC) siblings, left us too soon to join the ancestors. The dull pain became heavier and heavier descending from my chest to my stomach as the moment when I had to take the mic and facilitate our community’s grief ceremony approached. I pressed my palms firmly into my lap to release the breath I had been holding. Somehow holding my breath kept the rest of it all - the heartbreak, grief, and rage- in, and holding it in was safer than feeling it all. Gradually exhaling, I noticed the suppleness of my silk trousers on my palms. The silk’s softness gently nudged me to roll my shoulders down and back after a full exhalation. Without the tension between my shoulder blades, I could notice how the ground was rising up to support the bottom of my feet. That dull pain was a little lighter. Then, I heard the chatter around the firepit. I looked up and noticed the TGNC community members passing out pens and papers for the fire ceremony. The heartbreak still lingered but I was no longer feeling it alone. I felt re-centered enough to facilitate our ceremony, holding space for the community to come together and grieve.
While anchoring in communal resources doesn’t make grief feel plush and pleasant, it helps me remember our collective strength and solidarity. When white supremacist, colonial, capitalist patriarchy fails to squeeze the totality of our fabulous humanity into tiny gender binary boxes of male and female, it banishes us to the margins. The oppressors thought they could erase us. However, at the margins, we find one another. From banishment we find belonging. We build our chosen families where we (re)learn how to give and receive love despite hurt, harm, and discomfort. The oppressors thought they could make us invisible at the margins. But we are indivisible when we honor our unique differences as we mobilize towards injustice in community, in solidarity, and in sass.
Tapping into inner resources -- whether they’re ancestral or communal – is one way to sustain our struggles for liberation and re-ignite hope. While it may seem like a “nice and cute” thing to do when the world is literally on fire, taking sips of resources during this long marathon towards liberation is essential for us to stay in the fight. Taking sips of resources (pinky up optional) along the way - instead of drinking from the fire hose when it’s a little too late- keeps burnout at bay.
Living fully while surviving is a tactic. It’s a tactic that begins with reclaiming pleasure, joy, beauty, and dignity from the most ordinary moments, even something as small as noticing the suppleness of the silk on your pants.
If you’re currently enraged, numbed out, or if you can’t let yourself feel anything because it’s too painful to feel, please do what you need to do. Please keep that “armor of protection” (or if you prefer, that “corset or Spanx of protection”) aka your coping behaviors on. Drawing on your inner resources isn’t about controlling your feelings for the sake of being calm or “regulated.” However, whenever you feel safe-ish or connected-ish, please remember that you can take the armor off if you’d like. Perhaps, when your chosen family arrives or you’re hugging your cat, you take the armor off so you can melt into that connection, receive compassion and support, and draw on those resources to fill your emotional cup.
“Girl, I know we’re hungry. But we can always take a moment to powder our nose and touch up on the lip gloss.”
In survival, I savor the smallest moments of safety. I cocoon in the smallest moments of connection, even if it’s just for three breaths. I tell my inner critics lovingly yet firmly that I’m not being lazy; I’m filling my cup with these three breaths…then I can hit resume on survival with a bit more vitality and grace. As one of my trans sex worker colleagues put it “Girl, I know we’re hungry. But we can always take a moment to powder our nose and touch up on the lip gloss.”
How might you reclaim pleasure, joy, beauty, and dignity in your day, even just for three breaths? How might you re-member to come back home to who you are, whatever that looks like to you?
For me it’s burlesque. This sensual art gradually teaches (or teases) me that being sensual- regardless of gender- means sensing the body. When my silk ribbons glide between my inner thighs, time slows down. I luxuriate in the feel of the ribbon’s smooth fabric against my skin. Sensations- sight, sound, touch- come alive in the moment on stage. As I give myself permission to feel, I’m lovingly inviting the audience to do the same. Each performance is a ceremony co-created between the audience and me. Each movement on stage is a ritual…a ritual of resistance. Because taking each piece of clothing off is an invitation for the audience to shed layers of social norms that confine and constrain the fullness of our humanity. Bare and in my flesh, it doesn’t matter how many James Baldwin books I’ve read or if you can see through my cis-passing privilege and clock me. Bare and in my flesh, I’m human with blood and ancestral strength coursing through my veins. And our humanity is greater than the sum of socially constructed labels that got assigned to us- Asian, immigrant, trans, able bodied, etc. Bare and in my flesh, you see my humanity as I see your divinity.
Offstage and out of the spotlight- on days that I can get out of bed- I choose self-expression as a ritual of resistance. I adorn my body with colors and textures that feel nourishing (I can’t have my beloved grandmother side-eye me from heaven for rolling up to my laptop in my pjs). I anoint my neck and wrists with perfume. I marvel in the sublime beauty of the eight squirrels I feed every morning. These inner resources fill my cup enough to move through the day’s rage, heartbreak, and cynicism.
“We are divinity defined.”
When we’re rooted in our beloved communities and tapped into our ancestral or other inner resources, life can be a ceremony. Doing the dishes can be a ritual. Saying “I’m here with you” can be an incantation.
Survival and safety both co-exist. In fact, one fuels the other and together they build what Nick Montgomery and carla bergman call “joyful militancy” of “thriving resistance in toxic times.” When we’re resourced, we have the agility we need to weave in and out of survival and safety instead of being stuck in survival all the time. I’ve witnessed this agility in the Black, Indigenous, and youth organizers of color, and in the parents, caregivers, and educators I work with every day.
I know how protected you might feel when you keep your armor of protection on in your survival mode. I also know that just by existing alone your brilliance and beauty enrich the world. So here I am scared and wounded, yet hopeful, inviting you to draw upon your inner resources and anchor yourself in your community. So that when you feel safe-ish, you can take your armor off, unfurl your full humanity, and as my Chinese Medicine teacher said, “offer yourself as a gift to the world.” And when you resume your survival mode and eat another bowl of ramen or watch another hamster reel, that armor will be there for you, right where you left it.
It’s scary to resist the status quo that keeps us small, to dare to both-and surviving and living. Yet, “scared” and “sacred” are only one letter apart. You are sacred.
We got this. You got me. I got you.
To wrap up this unfinished business of living fully while surviving, may I offer a spell for nurturing hope at the edge of the world?
We are warriors. We are divinity defined. For we are made of Earth and born of stars. As we take each step and our feet kiss the earth gently. We remember again that we are the universe unfolding.
We are the harmony of heaven and earth embodied.
As we take each breath, we remember again the oppression that cuts our soul and dehumanizes our ancestors. Yet we choose to caress our pain and rage with gratitude. Yet we choose to burn away shame, stigma, and self-doubt with the divine fire of compassion within our heart.
Because we’re warriors, Boddhisatva, sovereign beings of light. Because we vow to meet every moment of suffering with compassion and action. Not because we’re stronger or more superior. Rather because we know what’s true to our heart.
We are warriors who are rooted in our truths so we can blossom. We are warriors who create only what’s aligned with the divine beauty in our heart. We are warriors who know deep in our bones that we are possibilities. That we are abundance even amid oppression.
We are warriors. We are divinity defined. For we are made of Earth and born of stars.
At 18, this young artist began an exploration of gender identity through the vibrant world of drag, uncovering a deep sense of euphoria that would shape their future endeavours. This discovery was not just a personal milestone but a stepping stone into a career that defies the conventional boundaries of drag. Through their lens, they craft more than mere images; they invite us into alternate realms where every detail is a deliberate stroke in a larger painting of self-expression and defiance.
Stella Leah's work is a meticulous blend of makeup, fashion, lighting, and art direction, all harmoniously integrated to bring each concept to life. She designs and sews her own clothing, carefully selects images for post-production, and fills each photograph with elements that elevate it beyond the ordinary. The resulting images are not just visual treats; they are invitations to witness the creation of parallel realities, offering a glimpse into worlds that challenge our perceptions of normalcy and beauty.
In a bold move against the enduring scourge of queer hate—a plague that seems to recur with relentless persistence—Stella produced a photoshoot that sought to show how the glamour, boldness and self-expression that comes from queerness can triumph over dark times, and stand out even in the most hidden alleys.
Inspired by the historic events of Catalunya during the plague of the Black Death, she aimed to showcase the resilience and brilliance of queer self-expression. For this, photographer Sara Vernedas shot the images of Stella against the backdrop of the historic Cathedral of Girona, which saw the coming and passing of the plague.
The choice of location was as symbolic as it was strategic, with the ancient cathedral and its surroundings serving as the canvas for this narrative of triumph and visibility. During the shoot, the reactions of passersby, ranging from intrigue to fascination, highlighted the impact of this project. In bringing queerness into the light in such a historically charged setting, this artist not only challenges prevailing norms but also sows seeds of change, however small, in people’s consciousness.
This journey from self-discovery in drag to the creation of impactful art is a testament to the transformative power of personal and artistic evolution. It's a reminder that the act of self-expression, especially in the face of adversity, is both a personal liberation and a public statement. Through her art, Stella Leah not only navigates her own identity but also illuminates a path toward greater understanding and acceptance for all. In a world often darkened by hate and misunderstanding, their work shines as a beacon of hope, resilience, and beauty.
THE MASKED JOURNEY OF M¥SS KETA | l VIAGGIO MASCHERATO DI M¥SS KETA By: Maryam Ashmawy
From the heart of Milan, let us take you deep down into a world of glamour and vibrancy… the world of the legendary queer singer, The M¥SS KETA.
She took the Italian music scene by storm, serving it all as the book says, Charisma, uniqueness, nerve and talent! But behind the iconic masks and captivating style, lies a tale of an untamed spirit. That’s what Iconiqa is here to serve you! M¥SS KETA invites you to an exclusive sneak peek into her early days in the music industry, childhood memories, and how did she make her way to becoming the influential queer figure that she is today.
Growing amidst creatives, in the fashion capital of Italy, Milano, the dynamic of this city was like a fertile soil to a seed of a destined star and an inimitable persona, this’s where M¥SS KETA was born and this’s where she came to blossom.
“MILAN WAS FUNDAMENTAL IN M¥SS KETA’S FIRST STEPS IN THE MUSIC SCENE. IN 2013 MILAN WAS ABOUT TO START A BIG TRANSFORMATION DUE TO EXPO2015 AND THE UNDERGROUND ART SCENE WAS ELECTRICAL. PEOPLE WAS WILLING TO CREATE IN AN ATMOSPHERE THAT MIXED THE OLD STYLE MILAN WITH THE FEELING OF A NEW COMING METROPOLIS. IT WAS THE PERFECT PLACE FOR A PROJECT LIKE M¥SS, VERY ITALIAN BUT WITH A STRONG INTERNATIONAL VIBE.”
EXTRAVAGANZA, MASKS AND SUNGLASSES
More than a mere fabrics manipulation to impress, Fashion is the most powerful tool to sculpt a unique identity; it’s a form of a fearless individuality and self-expression. Indeed, the Italian icon understood that power, therefore, Fashion played a BIG role in the development of M¥SS KETA, her artistic freedom and self-expression.
She came to be much known for her extravagant style and more over her iconic Masks. But behind that there’s significance… we asked her, and she uncovered, harnessing the words of Oscar Wilde “GIVE HIM A MASK, AND HE WILL TELL YOU THE TRUTH.” SAID OSCAR WILDE.
"THE MASK I USE ON STAGE IS AN EMPOWERING TOOL FOR ME - IT PUTS ME IN AN INSTINCTIVE MOOD, IN A WAY THAT IS NOT MEDIATED BY THE CONSCIOUS: THAT’S WHAT I LOVE ABOUT WEARING MY MASK. MOREOVER, NOT HAVING A ‘FACE’ PERMITS YOU TO PLAY A LOT WITH FASHION, ALSO BECAUSE YOU HAVE TO TRANSMIT EVERYTHING YOU WANT TO TELL WITH YOUR BODY LANGUAGE AND CLOTHES.”
THE MEMORIES : The Future
What we spend our most times doing goes directly to rest in our heads, and as time passes, it turns into memories… and memories, influence and shape our future more than we tend to think!
“I REMEMBER WATCHING ALL THESE ITALIAN TV SHOWS FOR DAYS WITHOUT SLEEPING: RAFFAELLA CARRÀ, “NON È LA RAI”, DRIVE IN. ITALIAN TV AESTHETIC HAS BEEN VERY INSPIRATIONAL FOR ME.”
Said M¥SS KETA when she was asked about her childhood. She also mentioned to us some of the artists she always looked up to growing up.
“WORLD ICONS GRACE JONES OR MADONNA, TO THE ITALIAN QUEENS RAFFAELLA CARRÀ AND LOREDANA BERTÈ.”
LGBTQ+ talents were always subjected to greater challenges in all fields, especially in closed and conservative societies. No matter how talented and creative you are, to breakthrough, it could be difficult. Being queer and a woman in particular adds more complexity into the shaping of your path. The Milanese singer acknowledges that. Stating,
“BEING PART OF THE LGBTQ+ AND A WOMAN MAKES YOUR CAREER IN THE MUSIC INDUSTRY A LOT HARDER, THAT’S FOR SURE. IT’S A VERY PATRIARCH ENVIRONMENT (AS THE WHOLE WORLD IS), AND WHAT YOU CONQUER IF YOU’RE NOT A WHITE-CIS-ETEROSEXUAL-MAN IS FOR SURE DOUBLE WORTH.” .
PUSHING ALL BOUNDARIES
M¥SS KETA disrupted the Italian music scene in a blink of an eye, buzzing a call for artistic freedom and uniqueness, and that’s one of the main reasons of why she became so influential in the streets of Italy.
“I THINK THAT NOBODY SHOULD MODIFY WHAT THEY WANT TO COMMUNICATE THINKING ABOUT THE POSSIBILITY TO BE CENSORED. I ALWAYS FIGHT TO BE FREE AS MUCH AS I CAN, ON AND OFF THE STAGE, TRYING TO AVOID A PROVOCATION WHICH ENDS IN ITSELF. WE ARE LUCKY TO LIVE IN COUNTRIES WHERE THE FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION IS WAY BIGGER THAN OTHER PARTS OF THE WORLD, AND WE HAVE TO FIGHT TO DEFEND THIS RIGHT AND TO HELP OTHERS TO ACHIEVE THAT.”
THE COMPETITION IS ON FIRE
It seems scary to try and carve your own name in a big city where everyone is running fast, and creative talents are on every corner. But for M¥SS KETA the competitive energy and vibrancy of Milan was her fuel
“IT’S TRUE, MILAN IS A VERY COMPETITIVE CITY BUT ALSO FOR THAT YOU CAN HAVE THE POSSIBILITY TO MEET A LOT OF TALENTED AND INSPIRED PEOPLE TO WORK WITH!”
Flourishing
Despite all hardships, the Queer community is rising every day, and that’s why an idea like Iconiqa came to birth and is driving change, with an aim of creating a sense of community to showcase the beauty in diversity, but also to strengthen our bonds and give equal opportunities for all the unique talents within the communities in the region. M¥SS KETA shared with us her vision regarding the raising of the queer community in Italy, the influence and power that the Italian queer community has today,
“IN ITALY THE QUEER COMMUNITY IS RAISING DAY BY DAY, AND IT’S NICE TO SEE A LOT OF QUEER SCENES SPREADING ALSO IN CITIES DIFFERENT THAN THE ONES WE ARE USED TO SEE AS THE MORE INCLUSIVE AS MILANO, ROMA OR BOLOGNA. THAT’S EXCITING! “
PSST…THIS MESSAGE IS FOR YOU!
When we believe in ourselves, we can make anything happen.
“BELIEVE IN YOURSELF, HAVE A STRONG MESSAGE AND DON’T BE AFRAID TO COMMUNICATE IT." M¥SS KETA
Dal cuore di Milano, lasciatevi trasportare in un mondo di glamour e vivacità... il mondo della leggendaria cantante queer, M¥SS KETA.
Ha preso d'assalto la scena musicale italiana, offrendoci tutto, come dice il libro: carisma, unicità, coraggio e talento! Ma dietro le maschere iconiche e lo stile accattivante si nasconde la storia di uno spirito selvaggio. Questo è ciò che Iconiqa è qui per mostrarti!
M¥SS KETA ti invita a un'anteprima esclusiva dei suoi esordi nell'industria musicale, dei ricordi d'infanzia e di come è riuscita a diventare l'influente figura queer che è oggi.
Crescendo tra i creativi, nella capitale italiana della moda, Milano, la dinamica di questa città è stata come un terreno fertile per il seme di una stella destinata e di un personaggio inimitabile, è qui che è nata M¥SS KETA ed è qui che è sbocciata.
“Milano è stata fondamentale nei primi passi di M¥SS KETA nella scena musicale. Nel 2013 Milano stava per iniziare una grande trasformazione grazie all'Expo 2015 e la scena artistica sotterranea era elettrica. La gente era disponibile a creare in un'atmosfera che miscela la Milano vecchia con la sensazione di una nuova metropoli. Era il luogo perfetto per un progetto come M¥SS, molto italiano ma dalla forte vibe internazionale.”
Stravaganza, maschere e occhiali da sole
Più che una semplice manipolazione dei tessuti per impressionare, la moda è lo strumento più potente per scolpire un'identità unica; è una forma di individualità ed espressione di sé senza paura. In effetti, l'icona italiana ha capito quel potere, quindi la moda ha giocato un grande ruolo nello sviluppo di M¥SS KETA, nella sua libertà artistica e nell'espressione di sé. È diventata molto conosciuta per il suo stile stravagante e soprattutto per le sue iconiche maschere. Ma dietro a tutto ciò c’è un significato… glielo abbiamo chiesto, e lei lo ha scoperto, sfruttando le parole di Oscar Wilde “Dategli una maschera e ti dirà la verità”. Ha detto Oscar Wilde.
“La maschera che uso sul palco è per me uno strumento che potenzia: mi mette in uno stato istintivo, in un modo non mediato dalla consapevolezza: ecco quello che amo di indossare la mia maschera. Inoltre non avere una ‘faccia’ ti permette di giocare molto con la moda, anche perché devi trasmettere tutto quello che vuoi raccontare con il linguaggio del corpo e con i vestiti.”
I ricordi: il futuro
Ciò che facciamo la maggior parte del tempo si ferma direttamente nella nostra testa e, col passare del tempo, si trasforma in ricordi... e i ricordi influenzano e modellano il nostro futuro più di quanto tendiamo a pensare!
“Ricordo di aver guardato tutti questi programmi televisivi per giorni senza dormire: Raffaella Carrà, ‘Non è la Rai’, Drive In. L’estetica della TV italiana è stata molto ispirante per me.”
Ha detto M¥SS KETA quando le è stato chiesto della sua infanzia. Ci ha anche menzionato alcuni degli artisti che ha sempre ammirato crescendo.
“Le icone del mondo Grace Jones o Madonna, alle regine italiane Raffaella Carrà e Loredana Bertè.”
Un'artista queer, una donna!
I talenti LGBTQ+ sono sempre stati sottoposti a sfide maggiori in tutti i campi, soprattutto nelle società chiuse e conservatrici. Non importa quanto tu sia talentuoso e creativo, sfondare potrebbe essere difficile. Essere queer e una donna in particolare aggiunge più complessità alla formazione del tuo percorso. La cantante milanese lo ammette. Affermando,
"Far parte della comunità LGBTQ+ ed essere una donna rende la tua carriera nell'industria della musica molto più difficile, questo è sicuro. È un ambiente molto patriarcale (come lo è il mondo intero), e ciò che conquisti se non sei un uomo bianco-cis-eterosessuale vale sicuramente il doppio."
Superare tutti i confini
M¥SS KETA ha sconvolto la scena musicale italiana in un batter d'occhio, lanciando un appello alla libertà artistica e all'unicità, e questo è uno dei motivi principali per cui è diventata così influente nelle strade d'Italia.
“Credo che nessuno dovrebbe modificare ciò che vuole comunicare pensando alla possibilità di essere censurato. Lotto sempre per essere libera più che posso, dentro e fuori dal palco, cercando di evitare una provocazione fine a se stessa. Abbiamo la fortuna di vivere in paesi dove la libertà di espressione è molto più grande rispetto ad altre parti del mondo, e dobbiamo lottare per difendere questo diritto e aiutare gli altri a raggiungerlo.”
La concorrenza è in fiamme
Sembra spaventoso cercare di ritagliarsi il proprio nome in una grande città dove tutti corrono veloci e i talenti creativi sono ad ogni angolo. Ma per M¥SS KETA l’energia competitiva e la vivacità di Milano sono state il suo carburante
“È vero, Milano è una città molto competitiva, ma anche per questo puoi avere la possibilità di incontrare molte persone talentuose e ispirate con cui lavorare!
Fiorente
Nonostante tutte le difficoltà, la comunità Queer cresce ogni giorno, ed è per questo che è nata un’idea come Iconiqa e sta guidando il cambiamento, con l’obiettivo di creare un senso di comunità per mostrare la bellezza nella diversità, ma anche per rafforzare i nostri legami e dare pari opportunità a tutti i talenti unici all’interno delle comunità della regione. M¥SS KETA ha condiviso con noi la sua visione riguardo alla crescita della comunità queer in Italia, l’influenza e il potere che la comunità queer italiana ha oggi,
“IN ITALIA LA COMUNITÀ QUEER STA CRESCENDO GIORNO PER GIORNO, ED È BELLO VEDERE MOLTE SCENE QUEER DIFFONDERSI ANCHE IN CITTÀ DIVERSE DA QUELLE CHE SIAMO ABITUATI A VEDERE PIÙ INCLUSIVE COME MILANO, ROMA O BOLOGNA. È EMOZIONANTE! “
PSST...QUESTO MESSAGGIO E PER TE!
Quando crediamo in noi stessi, possiamo far accadere qualsiasi cosa.
“CREDI IN TE STESSO, PORTA AVANTI UN MESSAGGIO FORTE E NON AVERE PAURA DI COMUNICARLO.” M¥SS KETA
The moment we've all been waiting for has finally arrived! The first edition of the ICONIQA Art Book is officially available! This visually stunning publication is a vibrant celebration of queer excellence, and it’s ready to take its place in your collection.
ICONIQA is more than just an art book; it’s a movement—a tribute to the brilliance and creativity of the LGBTQ+ community. This edition features iconic figures who continue to shape and define our culture through their artistry, courage, and unique perspectives. With a double-sided cover showcasing the legendary Amanda Lepore and the groundbreaking Alok, ICONIQA represents the diverse spectrum of queer identities and voices that make our community shine.
ICONIQA Art Book Launch Barcelona
Inside the Art Book
Get ready to dive into pages filled with powerful editorials, breathtaking photography, and inspiring visuals contributed by some of the most trailblazing names in queer culture. Featured talents like Gigi Goode, serving otherworldly glamour and fierce style, Symone, showcasing resilience and beauty in her most radiant form, and Gottmik, pushing boundaries with breathtaking visuals and unapologetic expression, all make their mark in this edition. Additionally, M¥SS KETA brings avant-garde aesthetics with fierce authenticity, while The Darvish offers a unique perspective that delves into the depths of queer creativity. The incredible artistry of Kat Sass, Hanabi The K, and Sagittaria, to name a few, further enrich the pages, celebrating the richness of our global community.
Every page of ICONIQA is infused with the spirit of self-expression, resilience, and celebration—designed to inspire, provoke thought, and spark meaningful conversations. This art book is a tribute to the unapologetic brilliance that defines our community, filled with stories that honour the importance of visibility and representation.
The ICONIQA Art Book is now available for purchase directly through our website. By getting your copy, you are not only investing in beautiful art but also supporting a movement that celebrates and amplifies diverse voices from every corner of the LGBTQIA+ spectrum.